Saturday, July 11, 2020

Poem for the week: "La Dolce Vita a la Bella Toscana"


La Dolce Vita a la Bella Toscana

With the deepest irony, Ed called up to her, “Are
you home? — the love of his life with whom
he revitalized the abandoned old house Bramasole
in the hill town of Cortona in la bella Toscana
that his new wife Frances Mayes had made world
famous with her romantic novel Under the Tuscan
Sun that was made into a Hollywood cult classic
with Diane Lane, and which she followed up with
a travel memoir that in my lassitude I was nudged
to read (it was sitting on my sunroom bookshelf for
years), reacquainting myself with my own native
land, though I was born in rustic southern Calabria;
but not until page 100 did I see that Bella Tuscany:
The Sweet Life in Italy was so much more than a
travel memoir of la dolce vita a la bella Toscana
with her new husband that it engaged me on a whole
new level, as books often do when they speak to my
soul; and Frances Mayes spoke to that long-resolved
part of myself (having found my own home in beautiful
Georgian Bay) when she quoted the then Attorney
General of the USA Ramsey Clark, who reflected
her deepest longing: “When I die, I want to be so
exhausted that you can throw me on the scrap heap,”
a philosophy that she adopted and exhausted every
single day without reservation from the day she
resigned her position as chair of the Creative Writing
Department at the San Francisco State University
that failed to nourish the deep longing in her soul for
wholeness as she had hoped, echoing the Preachers
words in Ecclesiastes— “What is replenishing? What
is depleting? What takes? What gives? What rings you
out and, truly, what rinses you with happiness? What
comes from my own labor and creativity, regardless
of what anyone else thinks of it, stays close to the
natural joy we are all born with and carry always.”
Indeed, “What profit hath a man of all his labors that
he taketh under the sun?” And Frances Mayes went
back to her love of teaching creative writing and poetry
to her students and doing what satisfied her longing
for wholeness, travelling to the ancient Etruscan town
of Cortona in la bella Toscana and bringing back to
life that abandoned old farm house Bramasole,
which she had foreshadowed early in her memoir
when she quoted one of her favorite books, Nabokov’s
Speak Memory, revealing the deep hollow in her own
soul like the godless author of that scandalous novel
Lolita: “The cradle rocks above the abyss, and common
sense tells us that our existence is but a brief crack
of light between two eternities of darkness,” and she
revealed to her more discerning readers when she
brought her soul-searching travel memoir Bella Tuscany:
The Sweet Life in Italy to happy literary resolution
when she quoted her fellow professor husband and poet
who serendipitously called up to her from the hilly
road to Bramasole “Are you home?” that she was
letting the whole world know she was home,
in every sense of the word.




Saturday, July 4, 2020

Poem for the week: "Life Is a Puzzle"



Life Is a Puzzle

Life is a puzzle. Everyone says it is, and our life
proves it to be so; and experience after experience,
we live and learn, but never enough to solve the
mystery. There seems to always be one more piece
to the puzzle; and that’s life. If one has lived enough,
experienced enough, read enough, searched enough,
and found enough pieces to the puzzle, one can almost
make sense of life and longs for that one piece that
will put it all together; but what could that be? Poets,
philosophers, and scientists have devoted their life
to this missing piece, but never finding it. What could
it be? The God particle? The I Am principle of life?
Could that be the missing piece of life’s puzzle?
“Know thyself,” said the Oracle of Delphi, which
Socrates made central to his philosophical inquiry;
and if so, what is it about the self that we need
to know? Could our I, the self that we all long to be
(poet, doctor, singer), be a seed like any other, sown
on Earth by the Creator (the Source, God, or whatever),
encoded to realize its own potential, like the acorn seed
that becomes an oak tree? And if so, what is the I of our
individuating self endowed to be? Is that the missing
piece of the puzzle, the DNA of our essential nature?
Is that the purpose of our existence, to realize the
encoded potential of the human self? And what
could that possibly be, if not love?