Saturday, October 28, 2017

New Poem: "The Precious Gold of Life"

The Precious Gold of Life

Nellie looks like a big chicken, a small head,
beak-like nose, and feed-bucket-carrying drooping
shoulders merging into a pear-shaped angled bottom
supported by wobbly knees, and she pecks here and
there on this and that with no rooster to blame because
he died of cancer. Great grandmother of twelve with
two children dead, also of cancer, tired, fatigued like
worn steel, she wobbles from room to room talking
to her noisy infertile egg-laying love bird, springless
French poodle, and to me. “Are you deaf?” she asks,
in a voice that strains her innocence as I feign not
to hear, and I walk the extra mile with a nod, a chuckle,
and a smile. She put a dime she had earned at a family
wedding into her mouth to keep it from her mother,
which she accidentally swallowed, and out it came
with her next number two for her mother to retrieve
because it was the hard times of the great depression;
and when her life story ended, I begged her for her
precious gold, and she replied, with a mournful
sigh, “Don’t hurt people.”

Tuesday, October 24, 2017

New Poem: "The Professor's Dilemma"


The Professor’s Dilemma

What does it matter if we die alone in a back
alley or at home in bed, death is an equal
opportunity provider; but life goes on, and no
one knows any better. So you have a scandalous
memory, preternatural reading skills, and more
literary knowledge than you know what to do
with, and still you flounder in ignorance of self
and meaning. I knew Keats too, and his vision
of the world; but as close as he came to God,
he too died unresolved. A cold eye, judgment,
the dreaded axe falls and chops the poet’s head
off with the meanest truth: Sterling Professor
of the Humanities, seeker of Gnostic Wisdom,
what is it that you are looking for that the
gods of literature cannot satisfy?