Saturday, July 25, 2020

Poem for the week: "Eternal Wisdom of Poetry"


Eternal Wisdom of Poetry

All roads in life lead to you, the self
you are meant to be, and no matter
how far the road you are on takes you,
there will always be another road to take
you the rest of the way, and road after
road you will never stop becoming
the self you are meant to be until you
see that your life right here and now,
whatever road that may be, is the only
road that will complete your journey;
so, it does not matter what profession,
religion, or philosophy you live by,
today, right here and now, can open
the door to the sacred mystery of your
true identity, and the key to this secret
door can always be found in the
eternal wisdom of poetry.

Saturday, July 18, 2020

Poem for the week: "The Big Secret"



It all matters, and nothing matters,
that’s the big secret; but who can resolve
this paradox and solve the mystery? If
it all matters, how can nothing matter?
It doesn’t make sense. And yet, the more
life we live, the more the fog lifts, and
the mystery begins to dissolve. Life’s
much too short to live all the life we need
to resolve this dilemma; but what if we
came back to live again? A different life,
a different set of experiences, and a whole
new perspective; life after life after life,
would that make the difference? It could
be this lifetime, or the next; it doesn’t
really matter. But every life matters,
and that’s the big secret.

Sunday, July 12, 2020

Sunday poem: "When Breath Becomes Air"


When Breath Becomes Air

It’s not time to pause just yet,
the coronavirus refuses to go away,
and society is going a bit crazy
with too much time on our hands
and no place to expend all these
pent-up emotions, so my love
and I went for a long scenic drive
to the Factory Outlet in the little
town of Meaford that was having
a closing-down sale because of
COVID-19, and I browsed the
used book section and found a
charismatic little book that spoke
to my soul, the sad but triumphant
story of a young neurosurgeon
and writer who got lung cancer
and died at the heartbreaking age
of thirty-six, before he could find
an answer to the central question
of his life that inspired him to set
aside his desire to be a writer and
pursue neurosurgery where he
thought he could find the answer
to his question: “Where did biology,
morality, literature, and philosophy
intersect?” True to his twin calling,
neurosurgery attracted him as much
for its intertwining of the brain and
consciousnesses as for the intertwining
of life and death, believing that the
time that he spent in the space between
the two would not only grant him
the stage for compassionate action,
but an elevation of his own being,
getting as far away from the petty
materialism of the world and being
right there, at the very heart of the
matter where the self and the brain
are bound into one, where he hoped
to experience a numinous perspective
that would answer his life-long question;
but the gods intervened, and he died
from cancer while writing the book
that I held in my hands in the Factory
Outlet in Meaford, Ontario: When
Breath Becomes Air, by the courageous
young neurosurgeon and writer,
Doctor Paul Kalanithi.



Saturday, July 11, 2020

Poem for the week: "La Dolce Vita a la Bella Toscana"


La Dolce Vita a la Bella Toscana

With the deepest irony, Ed called up to her, “Are
you home? — the love of his life with whom
he revitalized the abandoned old house Bramasole
in the hill town of Cortona in la bella Toscana
that his new wife Frances Mayes had made world
famous with her romantic novel Under the Tuscan
Sun that was made into a Hollywood cult classic
with Diane Lane, and which she followed up with
a travel memoir that in my lassitude I was nudged
to read (it was sitting on my sunroom bookshelf for
years), reacquainting myself with my own native
land, though I was born in rustic southern Calabria;
but not until page 100 did I see that Bella Tuscany:
The Sweet Life in Italy was so much more than a
travel memoir of la dolce vita a la bella Toscana
with her new husband that it engaged me on a whole
new level, as books often do when they speak to my
soul; and Frances Mayes spoke to that long-resolved
part of myself (having found my own home in beautiful
Georgian Bay) when she quoted the then Attorney
General of the USA Ramsey Clark, who reflected
her deepest longing: “When I die, I want to be so
exhausted that you can throw me on the scrap heap,”
a philosophy that she adopted and exhausted every
single day without reservation from the day she
resigned her position as chair of the Creative Writing
Department at the San Francisco State University
that failed to nourish the deep longing in her soul for
wholeness as she had hoped, echoing the Preachers
words in Ecclesiastes— “What is replenishing? What
is depleting? What takes? What gives? What rings you
out and, truly, what rinses you with happiness? What
comes from my own labor and creativity, regardless
of what anyone else thinks of it, stays close to the
natural joy we are all born with and carry always.”
Indeed, “What profit hath a man of all his labors that
he taketh under the sun?” And Frances Mayes went
back to her love of teaching creative writing and poetry
to her students and doing what satisfied her longing
for wholeness, travelling to the ancient Etruscan town
of Cortona in la bella Toscana and bringing back to
life that abandoned old farm house Bramasole,
which she had foreshadowed early in her memoir
when she quoted one of her favorite books, Nabokov’s
Speak Memory, revealing the deep hollow in her own
soul like the godless author of that scandalous novel
Lolita: “The cradle rocks above the abyss, and common
sense tells us that our existence is but a brief crack
of light between two eternities of darkness,” and she
revealed to her more discerning readers when she
brought her soul-searching travel memoir Bella Tuscany:
The Sweet Life in Italy to happy literary resolution
when she quoted her fellow professor husband and poet
who serendipitously called up to her from the hilly
road to Bramasole “Are you home?” that she was
letting the whole world know she was home,
in every sense of the word.




Saturday, July 4, 2020

Poem for the week: "Life Is a Puzzle"



Life Is a Puzzle

Life is a puzzle. Everyone says it is, and our life
proves it to be so; and experience after experience,
we live and learn, but never enough to solve the
mystery. There seems to always be one more piece
to the puzzle; and that’s life. If one has lived enough,
experienced enough, read enough, searched enough,
and found enough pieces to the puzzle, one can almost
make sense of life and longs for that one piece that
will put it all together; but what could that be? Poets,
philosophers, and scientists have devoted their life
to this missing piece, but never finding it. What could
it be? The God particle? The I Am principle of life?
Could that be the missing piece of life’s puzzle?
“Know thyself,” said the Oracle of Delphi, which
Socrates made central to his philosophical inquiry;
and if so, what is it about the self that we need
to know? Could our I, the self that we all long to be
(poet, doctor, singer), be a seed like any other, sown
on Earth by the Creator (the Source, God, or whatever),
encoded to realize its own potential, like the acorn seed
that becomes an oak tree? And if so, what is the I of our
individuating self endowed to be? Is that the missing
piece of the puzzle, the DNA of our essential nature?
Is that the purpose of our existence, to realize the
encoded potential of the human self? And what
could that possibly be, if not love?