Saturday, April 29, 2023

New poem: "Life is the Only Religion"

 Life Is the Only Religion

 

“This life is the way, the long sought-after

way to the unfathomable, which we call

divine. There is no other way, all other ways

are false paths,” said my mentor Jung.

 

I didn’t need it, but I got confirmation

the other day that life is the only religion,

and the message came to me by way

of a young visitor who dropped in on me

unexpectedly to say hello; —

 

His name is Luca, and he was our cottage

neighbor before his grandmother sold

their family cottage. He was only eight years

old, and a feisty little devil who reminded

me of me, and I loved his company; —

 

He’s eighteen now, with all that devilish

energy pouring into his incentivized dreams,

still playing his drums, doing well in school,

working at his uncle’s paving and construction

business, sweetly balanced in every way; —

 

He drove up from Toronto with two young

lady friends who wanted to see where Luca

used to swim in Georgian Bay, and after dropping

them off by the water he came to pay his respects

to his old mentoring neighbor; —

 

I thanked God for the serendipitous surprise,

so low was I from the writer I was reading,

whose brilliant prose and erudition had a way

of depressing me, but within minutes young

Luca set my heart free with his bounce

and happy energy;

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

We only talked for ten minutes or so, telling me

his plans to study business at college to grow

in his uncle’s business (hoping to take over one

day), the “nice Italian girl” he’s dating, who’s

going into law, and life was good to him— “But

you have to work for it,” he wisely said.

 

And when he drove away, blowing the horn

of his shiny black 2014 Ford pickup, paid for with

his own money, as he had paid for a vintage 1982

Camaro that he had just restored on his own,

young Luca left me so proud of what he’s doing

with his life that I heard God whisper into

my ear, “Life is the only religion.”

 

Saturday, April 22, 2023

Georgian Bay, Ontario

Saturday, April 22, 2023

New poem: "One Breath Away"

 

One Breath Away

 

I felt it the other day,

that I’m only one breath

away from dying contentedly;

but I could not stop thinking

of an iconic writer whose

last breath left him bereft of

meaning— “For life’s a shabby

subterfuge. /And death is real,

and dark, and huge.” He had

enough faith to believe; but his

celebrated life belied his faith:

in his heart he harbored the

antinomian lie that raped his

soul, as he had raped life

with his writing.

Saturday, April 15, 2023

New poem: "The No-self of Buddhism"

 

The No-Self of Buddhism


 As a shadow, a thought, feeling,

a ghostly presence hovering near

me, filling me with a dread I cannot

explain and want it to go away; what

is it? Where did it come from? And

how can I dispel it? I go to bed

with this ghostly presence, and all

night long it works its mood into

my dreams, and I wake up fatigued;

what to do? I write, but cannot;

I read, but cannot; I watch podcasts,

but cannot; and I go for walks, taking

my ghostly presence with me. How

to process it, I don’t know; but if it

doesn’t go away soon, I may have

to go to sanctuary where even God

cannot reach me, my special space

of no-place where I have no I, only

a very stark awareness of being; and

I wonder to myself as I walk the trail

again, here in Tiny Beaches, is that

the no-self of Buddhism?

 

Tuesday, March 26, 2023

Georgian Bay, Ontario

Saturday, April 8, 2023

New poem" "World's Greatest Critic"


World’s Greatest Critic

 I wonder, now that he’s crossed

over the Great Divide, if he’s still

wandering, with aimless direction

and scary erudition, in that labyrinthine

mind of his, looking, looking, looking

for that arcane bit of knowledge that lies

just beyond the ken of mental reach,

hoping against hope that it did not

exist for fearing it render his conviction

absurd, as he believed life a glorious

tale spun by a lonely idiot screaming:

“THE REST IS SILENCE!”


Saturday, April 1, 2023

New Poem: "And God is Born Again


And God is Born Again

 

“The I through which I see God is the same

I through which God sees me; my I and God’s

I are one I, one seeing, one knowing, one

love,” said the mystic seer; —

 

Amino acids animated by soul, to the complex

nature of man, forever evolving in soul’s

destined purpose: unicellular life, the acorn,

apple, and every embryonic God seed; —

 

It doesn’t matter which path we’re on,

not really; every way leads to God eventually.

But no one wants to believe this, because

it’s simply too good to be true; —

 

We argue and discuss, and even wage wars

over who is right and what to believe; but when

all is said and done, we’re all coming back

to live life over again; —

 

And when we’ve had our fill of life, from he

to she and back again. growing in love’s divine

gender, nature’s womb cries in joyful pain,

and God is born again.