Saturday, November 12, 2016

NOT MY CIRCUS, NOT MY MONKEYS: Five new poems...

41

The Road Taken

Sitting on my front deck in beautiful Georgian
Bay reading a book of immortal English poems
and listening to the sounds of nature, birds
chirping in the trees and splashing in the
bird bath and garrulous cement trucks down
the street pouring forms for our new neighbors
home, Lionel and Patricia, and Robert Frost
chanting, “The woods are lovely, dark, and deep
/But I have promises to keep /And miles to go
before I sleep,” I smile in happy thought that I
dared to take his iconic road not taken long ago,
and here in cottage country Georgian Bay I’ve
kept my promises in anguished reverence for all
of my unexpected blessings, and I sit in peace
with my weary soul listening to the sounds
of nature contentedly reading poetry.

 42

Conundrum

I didn’t hear
the first sentence
in my mind, as often
happens when my Oracle
speaks to me, and I sit
and wait for inspiration;
but nothing happens.
Is that fair? I ask myself.
But who am I to question
the mystery of creation?
Philosophers, mystics,
and scientists alike cannot
solve the riddle of life,
and I pour my thoughts
down as if they were
my own; but are
they mine, or my
Oracle’s?

 43

The Devil’s Shadow

“I’d rather read a thousand spiritual musings
than poetry. It’s torture,” said Penny Lynn
(my musings threaten the Devil’s shadow);
but the more I explained “it” to her, the more
she desisted— “What I don’t like about poetry
is that it’s up to the individual to figure it out.
Why can’t they be more explicit?” But when I
gave “it” to them on a golden platter worthy
of a noble prince— “Tell it unveiled, the naked
truth, the declaration’s better than the secret!”
 said the Sufi mysticthey could not swallow
“it” and spit it out—a hard truth to ingest; so I
stopped threatening the Devil’s shadow and
gave “it” to them slanted— “Success in circuit
lies,” said the mystic Emily Dickinson—in
the more palatable form of poetry.

 44

Memories of her Past Life

The first time was a miraculous surprie,
the second time befuddling, and the third time
bizarre; but who can argue with the Voice
when it tells you to go to the casino?

“Go to the casino,” said the Voice the first time,
but Penny resisted because she was working;
but the Voice insisted and told her again to go
to the casino, and still Penny resisted because
she had her job to do. But the third time the Voice
told her to go to the casino Penny relented, and
she came out of the Georgian Downs Casino nine
hundred and fifteen dollars richer, and we
thought this was miraculous.

“Go to the casino,” said the Voice a second time
nine months later as she was driving to work one
morning; but this time Penny did not argue with the
Voice and came home from Georgian Downs Casino
three thousand seven hundred and eighty-five dollars
richer, and we thought this was befuddling.

“Go to the casino,” said the Voice a third time
while Penny was eating her lunch at the Bark Park
in Wasaga less than a month later, which came as a
shock to her; and this time she came home from the
casino three grand wiser because now she knew without
a doubt that she had inner guidance watching over her,
and her haunting past-life fear of monetary insecurity
finally loosened its grip on her.
  
45

A Stain Upon His Soul

Terry cursed the small patch
of brown soil on his luscious
green lawn where his grass
refused to grow after all of his
love and attention. For seven
years his front lawn was marred
by that solitary patch of brown
that he re-seeded and tended
to with stubborn pride every
summer for three years before
he lost his patience and cursed
it like Jesus cursed the fig tree;
and like an ugly port-wine stain
upon the beautiful face of his
luscious lawn he let it be until  
he could stand it no longer, and
upon that brown patch of cursed
soil he relented seven fresh rolls
of vibrant green sod and waited
defiantly to see if his grass would
die or grow. But sad to say, the
next summer his brown patch
came back to haunt him like
a stain upon his soul.









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